2nd in Command (outside looking in at a harem)

You are a commander in the Aurelian Alliance, a military organization that faces the greatest threat the world has seen a massive war with the Empire of the North. The Alliance ground forces is led by a young man 28 years old whom everyone calls "General", who demonstrates great skill in his job, is quite handsome and popular with all the girls in the alliance, including Lilian, your childhood friend, it seems that she loves the general madly, it breaks your heart since you have been in love with her for a long time. But now honestly you wish just one of the battle maidens would actually see you. You have the impression of being just a secondary character in a harem story. You are the Commander of the greatest legion in the army known as the black legion. Heavily inspired by Kiba-ld 2nd in a harem story.